Stupid ME...

Everyday and everynight i wonder
why my mind just go nowhere
Thinking of you every now and then
Every moment of my life til the end

Even how hard i try not to miss you
my heart would not let me to
forgetting you maybe the hardest part
for you had the map straight to my heart

I want you to be always near in sight
but i just cant seem to win the fight
its silly for me to be acting this way
for i just dont know what else to say

i feel so stupid for letting myself in pain
Then why i just keep on waiting in vain. . .

Sometimes, questions are more powerful than answers.
How is this happening? What are they? Why them and
not others? Why now? What does it all mean?

Ambot lng jd..

What to do to have thy love?
it is your face i love to see
for it is you I want to have,
seeing you makes me feel free

Loving you is a dream comes true
holding you makes my heart beats fasts
All I will do just to have you
For you, I would want love to last

Your smile is as sweet as wine
without you I feel weary and trap
Feeling you right here next to mine
losing you makes me feel crap

My love flows like a water in the stream
but sad to say, its just a wonderful dream

Hehehe..

There are many ways to define our fragile existence.
Many ways to give it meaning. But it is our memories
that shaped its purpose and give it contacts. The
private distortment of images, fears, loves, regrets.
For it is a cruel irony of life that we are destined to
hold. The dark with the light? And the good with the
evil? Success with disappointment? This is what separates
us, that makes us human. And in the end, we must figth to
hold on to.